Hold Tight or Let Go?

Have you ever been presented with a situation but you are not sure if you should hold on to it or if you should just let it go... I have had several of these situations come up in my life over the past couple of weeks and I need yalls help!

The first situation was with my sister... and I will go ahead and say I have already made my decision on this one. My decision is to hold tight to my sister, after all - she is my SISTER!! :) But I will still let you in on the situation - Well last weekend she said she would watch my dog, so I took Annie to my parents house (my sister lives there too). Well I left there house arouunf 5 to go to an out of town dinner and I didnt expect to be back until late. I talked to my sister before I left and she said she would be returning shortly. When I got to Russelleville I called my sister to let her know I had left Annie in my bedroom (the one at the parentals house). Well my sister said that she still had got home yet, so even though I was slighty irritated at this point I let it go. Well on my way back to Little around 10pm I called my sister... no answer... I knew this was not good! So when I arrived at my parents house at 11pm i found my dog still in my room - right where I left her... although my room was not how I left it... it now had a chewed up Betsy Johnson bathing suit, clothes, sun glasses, bra, everything in my shower, and the door! I thought I was going to die... But I didnt and I didnt kill my dog or sister either - we are all still alive and choosing to put this incident in the past...

Now situation #2... The Boy - the boy's name is Parker, he has been the love of my life for almost 2 and a half years. We recently ended our relationship due to certain circumstances and the fact that I was moving back to Little Rock (he lives in Fayettevile - 3 hours away) was not helping our relationship. So we decided to split... Well ever since I have moved home we have missed each like crazy and have been calling and texting like every chance we get! I also saw him last weekend (my out of town dinner in Russelleville), but I want to see him again... like asap! So I realized that i was going to have a free weekend this weekend and I thought whoohoo - I will go visit him! Well I told him the good news and he was excited, but he said he has to work all weekend... and I know he works a lot but I see it as like even if I only see him for an hour it would be worth it. Well I feel like he is leaning towaards me not coming since we wont have much time to spend with each other. So what should I do?! Because the crazy woman inside me says "well if he doesnt think a little time is better than no time - then I am never going up there.. lol." Then the other part of me (the sane part) says "maybe he really is busy and he wont have much time to spend with and he doesnt what me to drive that far just to see him for an hour." But still I think that if someone (parker) missed me enough he would want me to come regardless... I dont know?! So should I say forget it im not going or should I go because I miss him like crazy?

Situation #3 will have to wait because my little fingers hurt lol :) but followers (Ahley and Kelly) please respond via text, phone call, or blog comment...

My baby...

This is Lucy LuAnn and Annie Marie! I miss Lucy soo much and so does Annie! These puppies are the most precious dogs ever... it is so funny how human-like animals can be! These dogs think they are humans and think they should be treated people! They both sleep with pillows and Lucy even tries to sleep under the covers.. it is hilarious!

This is my Annie! She is my companion I spoke of a couple posts back! She is the sweetest dog ever and she has really kept me company the past couple of weeks - I would go nuts without my puppy love!

Well I thought I would share my loves with yall! But Annie and I are about to go to sleep, we have had such a long, busy day! We went to bed at 2 and got up at 6:30... We are going to sleep good tonight!

Ash

Complaints....

I have had complaints about my photography on this site... to all of my followers, if you must know - I have lost my camera charger which means i can not take pictures with my normal camera and upload them so I have been trying to keep y'all updated with pictures by using my camera phone and apparently some of you do not like the quality of my pictures! So I have come up with a solution, the complainer (Ashley P.) can buy me a new camera charger so my pictures can be up to par! I will put all of my camera info up in a bit so will know which one to buy... thank you for your support and constructive criticism. :)

Ash

Check Yes or No

So I am trying to find a wedding cake for my wedding... even though I am currently single and I probably will not get married for a long while - it is important to start planning :) What do yall think about this master piece?! Perfection... or is it a bit much?!

Note to my biggest follower (Ashley P.) - call me asap for further details...

The cries of my heart...

Today I have been so torn in this thing we call life. It is up and down and so inconsistant right now. Besides the fact that my house is driving me crazy... my relationships with friends and family are changing. I knew that moving back to Little Rock would be a HUGE change but I dont think I was prepared for it. I am trying not to be needy towards my friends and family here or towards my friends in Fayetteville. When I lived in Fayetteville I had constant companionship from my (former) boyfriend Parker and our two dogs, Lucy LuAnn and Annie Marie. Even though Annie now lives with me I still feel a bit empty. I have never lived in Little Rock and not lived with my parents... it is so weird! So now that I live all by myself in Little Rock I am constantly wanting friends to call me or come hang out with me... it is so pathetic and I feel so needy! It is just a hard adjustment not having Parker in my life, well atleast not as much as I would like him to be. Parker and I still talk a lot, but it gets confusing and I constantly want more because I miss him so much! Also, I think I am driving my parents crazy because I want them to hang out with me and go to dinner with me all the time! And my best friend Sarah is married and I know I am driving her husband crazy because I am trying to steal her away!!! Thank goodness that my other bestie Erica is single but her flaw is that she works too much so our hang out time is limited as well! So I am a lonely girl trying to cope with this change the best I can. I thought getting a job would help and it has... somewhat... besides the fact that im only working part time! I need to work more hours so I can fill up my day with productive hours instead of lonely hours!
So to all my followers, if you have my number feel free to call or text WHENEVER you want! If you do not have my number then talk to me through my blog! I would love to hear from you all... help brighten my lonely days and encourage me to embrace this change of life!

Ash

Up for a Challenge?

Daily Challenge: TAKE OFF THAT MASK!!!

Dont wear a mask today... Be yourself and encourage someone by telling them one of the life lessons you have learned over the past year! This may take a little thought, some courage, and a person in need.

(This is for you Parker... Thank you for the thought!)

Ash

So this is why I have been M.I.A. the past few days... I have been organizing and cleaning like crazy! My house is slowly but surely coming together. I still have a lot to do but it looks sooo much better. Each day I get a little closer to getting my sanity back - haha!

But there is still so many projects that havent been started yet... I have an appointment Tuesday at 9am for someone to come give me an estimate for my kitchen counters (thats gonna be a nightmare...), I have to have cable ran in two rooms that lack it, the house is going to be resided, I need a new kitchen sink and oven, some of the rooms still need to be painted, all of my light fixtures need to be hung, my curtains need to be made and my yard needs lots of love and attention (which I am terrible at yard work!), and last but certainly not least - my hidiously blue shutters and front door need to be painted and pronto... but atleast I have a bed here and I have cable - that is enough to live for a for weeks haha...

I am excited to say that I do have food at my house now! I have frozen pbj's, frozen pizza's, coke, and a variety pack of chips! I am so excited I have something to eat - even though its not much, it's better than nothing!!!

Personal Message to my biggest fans:

Ashley - come visit me soon so you can see my house - hopefully it will be completed!

Parker - I miss you :( you need to come see me too!!!

Love you guys!

*Stay tuned because my blog will soon be changing into a Fashion Blog... It will consist of the latest fashion trends, economical buys, and how to update the clothes from seasons past!!! And Much More... Get excited!!!

Love Ash

I am slowly learning how to work this thing!... Well sorry my pictures are not up - I know that I have many followers that are disappointed, but hopefully the suspense will keep you coming back! The pictures will be up later today!

Well my week has consisted of me learning several lessons...
Lesson #1 of the week - Moving is the most stressful thing EVER!
Lesson #2 - Family is the second most stressful thing... but you gotta Love them!
Lesson #3 - I am way too unorganized - but i am working on this!
Lesson # 4 - Make sure your house is liveable before you move your crap 150 miles... because if its not... you end up moving in with your parentals until it is... (which equals high stress)
Lesson # 5 - Birthcontrol helps your skin and when you stop taking it your face looks like a pizza
Lesson # 6 - If your wrong just say your sorry...

I will post pics of my cluttered and stressful house asap!!!